Truly Madly Deeply Depressed
04/02/2004 9:29 PM

I get depressed easily lately. I hate the feeling. I need to have a good cry tonight before tomorrow's concert.

I've watched Truly Madly Deeply four times all the way through since I taped it yesterday. But now I'm just going through my favorite part (the scene that starts with Nina and Jamie at the window and ends with them singing) over and over. (I'm going to wear out the VCR tape soon enough -- I need to get the DVD.) I have my TV up loud enough so I can hear what the characters are saying through their British accents; hope it's not so loud that my parents can hear and get annoyed.

My favorite quotes from the movie:

Jamie: "I blame the government."
Nina: "What?"
Jamie: "The government."
Nina: "What's the government got to do with anything?"
Jamie: "I hate the bastards."

Nina: "Your mother!"
Jamie: "You think every cloud looks like my mother."
Nina:"This one really does look like your mother! Look: eyes, nose, eyebrows... brilliant!"
Jamie: "My mother has not got a beard!"

(This part is really mushy, but I like it all the same.)
Nina: "I love you."
Jamie: "I love you."
Nina: "I really love you."
Jamie: "I really, truly love you."
Nina: "I really, truly, madly love you."
Jamie: "I really, truly, madly, deeply love you."
Nina: "I really, truly, madly, deeply, passionately love you."
Jamie: "I really, truly, madly, deeply, passionately, remarkably love you."
Nina: "I really, truly, madly, deeply, passionately, remarkably, umm.. deliciously love you."
Jamie: "I really, truly, ..madly, passionately, remarkably, deliciously, ...juicily love you."
Nina: "Deeply! Deeply! You passed on deeply, which was your word, which means you couldn't have meant it! So you're a fraud, that's it!"
*Jaime playfully pushes Nina away, then pulls her back towards him*
Nina: "You're probably a figment of my imagination.... *Pauses* Juicily?"
*Both laugh and make faces*

And the song they sing in my favorite scene is called "The Sun Ain't Gonna Shine Anymore". Here are the lyrics that are sung in the movie:

loneliness is the coat you wear
a deep shade of blue is always there

sun ain't gonna shine anymore
the moon ain't gonna rise in the skies
the tears are always clouding your eyes
when you're without love
baby

emptiness is the place you're in
no more to lose, and no more to win

the sun ain't gonna shine anymore
the moon ain't gonna rise in the skies
the tears are always clouding your eyes
when you're without love

Well, back to my day. I really don't know what to say, actually. It was just sad. My team lost a third round in the Spanish olympics, Kayla and I were loners together in PE and looked pathetic trying to play jump-rope with only the two of us, and I got called names by Desmond throughout the day. My mouth was is terribly sore as well. It hurt so much this morning that when I woke up I cried a little. I've been taking asprins all day so my teeth don't hurt so much. (It's the rubber bands that are making my teeth hurt. My orthodontist is trying to pull two of my top teeth down so they line up better with the bottom ones.)

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I wonder if Alan Rickman had to learn how to play the cello for Truly Madly Deeply. I'll definitely have to write to him and ask.

Well now my parents are coming up to bed so I won't be able to have the TV up very loud if I want to watch the same part of the movie over and over and still stay subtle.

I think I'm getting sick. Either that or I just have a sore throat from my sinuses. I feel horrible.

Well, okay. I don't think I really mad much more to say. So I'm gonna finish this entry and finish packing for the concert. So goodnight.

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