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A Rant About Horrible, Dreadful, Unfair Things
05/26/2004 7:58 PM This is totally unfair. Jake wants to go to see Prisoner of Azkaban with me, and I want him to see it with me, so why can't he?! I don't want to go alone!!! So unfair. I didn't talk to Jake today. I know it's not his fault he can't go, but it just made me feel better to ignore him. Today was horrible. Absolutely dreadful. Probably the only nice thing that happened was that Paul asked for my cell number, but even that turned bad because Paul asked Kayla and Tiffany for my number, and they gave Paul the rejection number instead. People seem to dislike Paul and I don't know why. Summer vacation won't come soon enough, but I'll be tortured even outside of school. He's trying to get me to go on this fucking six- or seven-day trip where we'd ride a bus, then a train, then an Amway or whatever the fuck it's called, but we'd stay right here in California. Woo-hoo. What an adventure. For a teenager, summer vacation is mostly about sleeping in and doing whatever you want to do, right? Rick, if you want to go out and do something in the last few years of your life that you think would be a craaazy adventure, go ahead. Just don't drag me into your stupid world. And of course I won't be able to stay home alone by myself even just for a weekend. What, I was able to take care of both me and my mom two years ago, but now I can't even take care of myself?? You think I'm gonna throw a party?? Who am I gonna invite?! Anyone I invited probably would cancel and say they couldn't go anyway. Sorry, cheap shot at Jake there. Well it's nearly eight days until Prisoner of Azkaban.... Now I really wish it was farther away. I don't feel like I can complain on here why I feel so awful and cheated about Prisoner of Azkaban because it would sound silly and immature. But if it's gonna make me feel any better, I'm gonna try it. I've had the countdown to Prisoner of Azkaban on my desktop when it was 200+ days, and I've been looking forward to it for so much longer than that. And when it came to be just a mere three weeks until the movie's release, I found out that one of my Harry Potter friends (Jake) would be able to see it with me. So for a week I was overjoyed that I was going to see the movie with someone who would appreciate it as much as I would. But then not even a week later I find out that there's no way he can go, and it's just horrible. It would've been easier if one of my Harry Potter friends couldn't go with me from the start, but to have something and have it taken away is an awful feeling. That's why I feel cheated. So now when everyone else is running around in excitement about the movie finally being here, I'll be sitting by myself, enjoying it sadly. Or there's a small chance that I'll see it with Kayla, but she's completely clueless when it comes to Harry Potter, so it'd be the same as enjoying it by myself. And I thought I felt bad when I couldn't go to England this summer. I just want someone to understand and help me feel better or help my problem, which I know won't happen, so yeah. I have a really hard history test tomorrow, and it's during first period, so I guess I better go start studying for it. I need all the luck I can get to pass this test. Bye all.
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